my dreamy mind at 12 midnite

Guys ..we are all so teruk...this is our 75th postg of d year..we were 500 then 300 then 200++ and 2014 we may close w less than 100...where were we? 2nd postg for nov..we have 2 for oct..3 kot for sept..napa kita. I guess it was not me alone but all of us are being pushed to d limit...kita dah mengjangkit ita..OMG..he.he.

Life for me has been so damn hectic beyond words..with d cafes..with my office job..with d poultry busi..with d housechores....i feel like so torn...i am not utilising my energy 100% anymore but keep pushing to 200% ..but we cant do that, can we?.so i divide my time..my focus...my involvement..and everything just fall apart..many incomplete businesses...but still i am trying my best. All i need is to keep going and sabar...banyak sgt sabar....keep d faith ..dugaan ini dr Allah to bring out d best in us...to bring us to a better position than where we were. InsyaAllah...i am still readg yasmin mohaged ..and up to the page that i have read...i now understand that d ultimate good in this life is to be near to Allah...it answers many questions.

Too many things lingering in my mind...concern abt so many many things. Oklah..i am tired...i am glad that i got this space to put my mind in words...love writing here but everytime i want to jenguk something else came forward in my brain and push this behind..jahat jugak brain ni ...
i hope i will be here again esok w new postg ya..insyaAllah.

take care all...be nice..be blessed w what you have...love all..stay true..
gd nite