POSITIVE at 6 weeks now

Alhamdulillah after waiting and trying for almost 10 months, akhirnya POSITIVE! i was late by 6-7 days and being as anxious as i always do....i did the home pregnancy test. Duan was away for harvesting, Bibik was the first to know--I told her that i am late and asked her should i do the home test, she told me "masih awal buk, nanti dulu"...akak tanya buat syarat ajer wahahahaha...went to the pharmacy and did the test...dan alhamdulillah.

I was over the moon...nak call duan dah tapi macam tak shiok ajer cakap kat phone kena tengok face expression walau pun wajah duan selalu "expression-less" ajer...but that doesnt matter:)..

If i was to tell the boys, sah sah tak sempat aku ceriter dia orang will inform Duan terlebih dulu...so i told Afi and get him to keep the secret until i told Duan whom we were supposed to meet that evening in Pekan (at my niece's birthday party).

We met , asked Duan to guess but i didnt bother to wait but showed him the test pen...and he had that senyum sengget.....sejuk hati !!!!!!!!!!

Phewwww...memang lega...the waiting was overwhelming--i almost give up--means ada ok tak de pun tak pe--but deep inside still hoping.....my last pregnancy carrying Adib was 6 years ago and i was 30-31..early thirties....all my pregnancy were planned ones...so when we planned for this forth child thought it was going to be just like before terus satu bulan dua bulan dapat but we were wrong, yang ni sampai kena amik ubat, akak kan bersungguh sikit:)...i guess one of the factors is age...for being late-30 something.......

Went to see the gynae Dr Khaled to have this confirmed...still a blood clot, dalam rahim alhamdulillah at 5 weeks ( that was last friday)...Doa kan saya a healthy and easy pregnancy.... slight differences from my previous ones---am feeling very tired, breatheless, penat, kembung perut at this very very early stage--a friend told me it's due to age....mungkin lah...tapi doctor kata normal symptoms ...

Jadi insyallah dengan izin NYA, my due date will be Feb 12th 2011 bersamaan dengan 8 Rabiulawal 1432....(sila record kan tarikh ni senang nak budget utk beli hadiah ..wahhahhahaha) .....
A friend told me to take a lot of meat and avoid seafood these first 3 months to get a girl...so kite try ajer lah....girl ke boy ke yg penting sihat, tapi trying-- why not kan? korang kalau ada tips , cepat bagitahu okays!