Terasa diri ini disayangi

Phewwwwwww ...akak baru dah email draft proposal to my SV about an hour ago...akhirnya I can actually breath a sigh of relief ...sebulan nie ok, siang malam, pagi petang hidup aku dibayangi proposal itu ..was actually due fri last week but since aku masih tak puas ati ngan the way it was written (ooo so lame gaya penulisan aku!), i asked for an extension, dia bagi 4 hari jer (inc saturday and sunday) ....so as you know, memang aku the last two weeks berkampung kat opis ....and being a perfectionist sucks big time ok ...coz aysik nak perfect ajer ....but now dah legaaaaaaaaaa ...so, sebelum aku tido, aku buat le posting buang sawang dulu ....

nak cerita, sepanjang aku busy nie, aku bersyukur sesangat ada kekawan yang memahami ...nak buat statement ala2 ayat drama adam dan hawa kang org kata ngades pulak ....but, in a way, terasa diri ini disayangi hahahahaha .....when I was stuck on my writing, Tuhan datangkan aku kekawan yang menasihati dan membimbing aku buat kerja ...mike, my ex-opismate, selalu datang and help me to clarify my methodology especially on random number generation techniques ...ped, who always read and read and read, always bawak kan aku buku2 yang relevant for my topic from library ..and share the important bits so that aku tak yah nak baca panjang lebar ...anita, helps me a lot to set up my positionality and representation section ..di saat2 aku kebingungan, she came and it was sorted in less than 30 minutes ....and Dr M sentiasa berasa di ujung talian hahaha aku stuck, aku texted him, and he is always on hand to give advice, suggestion or dengar aku komplen itu ini ....Kak Shidah, bagi encouragement through whatsapp and just give me the motivation and encouragement ....

dan tak lupa, tiap2 hari aku dientertain oleh adik beradik Just 40...always make me laugh and laugh ...and terasa dekat dengan dorang ...and from my own sister, brother and SIL ..sentiasa ada mgs ..video kerenah budak2 ...and from Kiky and Tijot and Chris ...always entertaining and make my busy life more bearable ....

 and bila aku sangat2 down ...anita datang bawak aku gi makan ...or drop everything bila aku ajak dia makan ....food is the best therapy bila stress :-) Tia came over to my office and always there mendengar aku komplen about statistics ...she is majoring in statistics so she knows what i dont know hahaha and help me sort out my tentative logistic analysis ...

 so, memang statement terasa diri ini begitu disayangi memang valid dan relevant kan ...so thank you semua ...you have helped me in your own way :-)