Back from my spiritual Rehab...

hi korang....i was sent away to "rehab" by my dearest abg Duan last weekend and am back again "live and kicking"....he..he..thanks for all the well wishes...I think i am feeling much better :)..much much better....alhamdulillah....

I am today 121 days pregnant...almost 50% thru my pregnancy..kejap je ya...macam puasa ni lah sedar tak sedar lagi 3 hari dah nak raya...alhamdulillah, puasa kali ni mudah ajer rasanya...the truth is , kite ni bab puasa mmg lemah longlai tapi i think my baby brings a lot of blessing-- rasa mudah ajer tahun ni....

Last 2 weeks, went to another monthly check-up at abt 16-17 weeks...BP was 90/56, berat turun sikit dlm 1 kilo--puasa kan!

doctor tanya: apa kite nak tengok hari ni?
i said: "saya nak tahu gender"
doctor: " ok kite cuba ya...selalu tak clear sgt , lagi clear at 5 mths"
i said: "cuba je lah doctor" --

doctor: "abang2 nak adik boy ke girl?"

the boys dgn bersatu hati: "girl!"

Back at home , Angah actually asked me "mummy kalau doctor kata boy, mummy nak buat muka macam mana?"--the truth is, first of all--i was shocked with his question--am i that obvious ke? --i mean my face expression...(i obviously need to avoid suprises, kan?)....or perhaps, he thought i'll be dissapointed....

i told angah: "buat biasa ajer lah" ..and he said "ok!"

first shot of the ultrasound, the baby was actually lying at the very same position as i was, with one hand at the back of our head---kelakar pulak---

doctor: hei nampak ni baby baring betul betul macam mummy...
The boys were amazed.!!

The baby actually crossed his/her legs, thus it was quite a challenge for the doctor ...pusing pusing...at last, the breaking news...

doctor:"saya tak nak confirm ya, tapi insyallah...more towards a boy---kite tengok semula in 4 weeks time--it could be tali pusat"

Both me and abg Duan, kite ketawa.....nak cakap apa dah..The boys..senggih ajer..

i just cant help it, but for some reasons, i think Abg Duan macam happier knowing it's going to be another boy....he commented "biar pecah rumah!"
As for me.....we talked about this before...and has agreed basically kalau Allah tak bagi kite girl, there's a reason for it...so kite redha ajer....:)

I told duan.."Dut kite tak de nama for a boy as yet"

and 2 days later, Duan called me...he got a name...nice one...love it! tak boleh annouce lagi lah kang ada yg cilok...LOL ...tak lah, nanti dah confirm bersungguh2 baru kite tulis lah....

OK...Current development of the baby--he's growing fast-- i have started to feel the "quickening"--baby's movement--- especially after buka....he must be terlonjak lonjak eating jugak...

Last two weeks....i was in Pekan berbuka with my in laws--tak de gambar pulek- and was in KL jugak iftar with my family---also celebrated my brother Mr Bell's birthday--dah 30 tahun adik aku....muka macam budak sekolah!

and last weekend, had the whole family from Pekan berbuka puasa at my residence...i started to cook at 4.30...we had western and johorean delicacies..siap ngam ngam soi berbuka...mengelabah akak but food tetap marvellous...kata mak mertua kite lah...he..he..

So another 3 days to hari raya....i am now looking forward....:D