Feeling down

Hi korang...been a while but i am still here...masih bernafas di bumi yg nyata ni ...tapi agak gila gila sikit...i am so doomed....as much as i try to fight it tapi makin mendatang...rasa nak cursing and screaming ajer....and i feel like running to nowhere, feeling like not wanting to meet people...and feeling far less than having any kind of celebration.....and am hating my own self!!! Rasa nak balik , baring atas katil aku and dooze off....

i think i pen off lah, i really cannot continue...it will worsen kesedihan aku ajer....baik aku sambung buat kerja...

To my dear ejin...thank you for layaning me....i wish you are near!!...I am glad that you told me, i was not like this before....i have 162 days before my due date..so i'll be ok in 162 days wahahahaha lama tu!

Ejin ...esok birthday kau....Happy Birthday dear... i wish you happiness, good health, prosperity and a blessing life...and apart from all that , i hope you'll find your soul mate very soon who will love you so the very the dearly.....aku doa kan kau selalu..it is not that you cant find happiness alone but having to share tu lagi menarik kan?