Friday, September 3, 2010

Feeling down

Hi korang...been a while but i am still here...masih bernafas di bumi yg nyata ni ...tapi agak gila gila sikit...i am so doomed....as much as i try to fight it tapi makin mendatang...rasa nak cursing and screaming ajer....and i feel like running to nowhere, feeling like not wanting to meet people...and feeling far less than having any kind of celebration.....and am hating my own self!!! Rasa nak balik , baring atas katil aku and dooze off....

i think i pen off lah, i really cannot continue...it will worsen kesedihan aku ajer....baik aku sambung buat kerja...

To my dear ejin...thank you for layaning me....i wish you are near!!...I am glad that you told me, i was not like this before....i have 162 days before my due date..so i'll be ok in 162 days wahahahaha lama tu!

Ejin ...esok birthday kau....Happy Birthday dear... i wish you happiness, good health, prosperity and a blessing life...and apart from all that , i hope you'll find your soul mate very soon who will love you so the very the dearly.....aku doa kan kau selalu..it is not that you cant find happiness alone but having to share tu lagi menarik kan?

10 comments:

Ejin said...

alahai ...terharu nyer aku! Thanks for the birthday wish :-) now tunggu fendu and eat plak ..kalau diorang ingat besday aku ...

BTw, aku takde gambar yang first tu ...that was taken kat dalam kereta masa korang visit aku kan? coz aku rasa nie kat area car park rumah lama aku dulu :-)

Liz Duan said...

ye lah sayang, masa melawat hengkau lah tu...muka masa 20 something....cuber kau cari muka students kau kat unimas tu ada yg sehebat muka kau tak LOL...students sekarang diva ajerkan?

Ejin said...

kah kah kah ..memang!

Nie masa kiter nak pi pantai tu ke? itu muka tak stress ...tak kisah apa pun ...now kena jaga image ..dah le tadi imej ku tercalar ..sebab ada le mamat tu kena kan aku ...terus kena carut ngan aku dan dan ...walaupun dalam fon, tapi ada org dengar gamaknyer aku buat carutan terhebat tahun ini ...geram aku! nanti ngko Fend - geram aku!!!

fendifid said...

Setiap hari buka email...ada je yahoo dok meremindkan birthday nko esok...sama denngan SIL aku.

Dah terlanjur kak long buat posting ni...senang kiter wish sekali harung in advance.

Happy Birthday Kak Dik...Glad to know you are enjoying yourself and surrounded dengan good people. Have a nice year ahead...semoga cepat dapat PHD.

fido said...

Dear EjiN - SELAMAT HARI JADI BEB!!! Keep rockin' n stay cute!

Liz- dont't you worry too much sister! Take care!

Ejin said...

Thanks Fend ...Thanks Fid ...

hazel said...

happy birthday ejinn..walaupun x pnh bersua mata..tp terasa dekat dihati..chewaahh...wish u all the best k..

Ejin said...

Thanks Lin ..tu lah, tak pernah jumpa lagi tapi rasa cam dah kenal :-) takpe, nanti2 kalau berkesempatan kiter jumpa yea ...

Mard said...

liz: whatever you're facing, be strong ya... Allah tests you because He knows you can face it.

ejin: happy birthday too ;-D

Ejin said...

thanks Mard ...