Harapan berkecai ...bagai letusan Gunung Merapi

aku lama tak update sebab aku sungguh moody 2-3 ari nie ...kecewa sebab holiday plan was ruined. my dad ada gak menaruh harapan akan dapat jugak pi, until this morning when ada 2nd letusan from the Mount of Fire ..then by noon plak Tourism Indonesia kuarkan notice about the closure of Borabudur Temple for at least one week ...and then pelajar malaysia kat area Yogya pun dah disuruh ready to be moved ...so, it really sink in ...punah harapan nak ke Yogya this coming friday ...

latest news yang aku baca...gunung tu baru start mengeluarkan lava (according to org hotel yang emel aku tu, night view lava tu sangat cantik ...can be see from laman kat hotel which is 30km south of Merapi)...and diorang pun tak pasti akan meletup lagi ke idak .... and according to jakartaglobe.com, diorang isytiharkan darurat kat situ dah ...yang aku heran, apasal lah MAS tak cancel2 lagi flight ke sana ...kalau tak cancel, burn lah duit aku huhuhuhu

(source: http://bigthink.com/ideas/24732)

Since dah sebulat suara kata we cannot go now, we all rescheduled jer to next year ...my dad kata no point pi sana now since takleh nak pi tengok Borabudur and the fact that we all pi untuk bersuka ria padahal org di tempat tu masih berduka ...before buat posting nie tadi, aku baru jer antar emel to hotel to cancel my room reservations. Hotel tu bagus, keep updating me with all news from sana ...and if i cancel now, i dont loose any money ...

tapi, aku mmg sedih ..tak terkata kesedihan ini ...tambah plak fendi jadi batu api dok cerita dia punya holiday plan ...aku terpaksa redha, nak buat camne ...bukan rezeki aku ....tapi apa sangatlah kesedihan aku jika dibandingkan dengan nasib org2 yang affected by this natural disaster kan ...apalah sangat kesedihan aku nie

(source: thejakartaglobe.com, 29th Oct 2010)

so, kalau aku meratap, meraung, kecewa tahap dewa pun tak akan mengubah anything,  but whatever pun, i tetap akan on leave as planned ..cuma destinasi jer tukar ...kalau aku hari2 pi mengadap ISetan pun takpe ...akak redha (or i will be nanti2 lah...) ...tapi tadi aku kata kat my dad, we should turn this holiday into culinary tour ...macam jalan2 cari makan ajer! sure dapat cover kesedihan ....bak kata fendi, makan kena mantap!