Sharing a piece of my mind:)

Duan is in KL for 3 days ...Thursday until today...for him to be away during week days are ok but weekend?????...and the fact taht we have to keep ourselves indoor due to the selsema BABI is not helping at all...i am doomed and bored - he was on business for friday and thursday but today he will just be waiting for breaking of fast reunion with ex schoolmates and imagining him touring one utama then klcc and what not ---makes things even worse...i hate that feeling.....jealous...???? to certain extend...YES lah what else do u think????

remember i told before we usually stock poultry, fish and vege enough for one week -but for this week, we missed the chickens - thus by thursday we have to dine out. Thursday i brought the boys to secret recipe...a dear friend joined us for the dinner....u guys should know by now that SR is very near to where i am living hence, it is just about convenience.

I am a coffee lover and as for Angah - he cant take chocolate so most of the time he will opt for coffee as well...our normal order will be caffe latte, mocha and caramel mochiatto....but i dont know what got to me i just feel like trying espresso..emm....espresso something cant remember the exact name.....when the expresso was served, we dropped our jaw....what was this tiny little cup doing here?????? we actually asked the lovely waitress - and grinning she told us - that is how espresso being served as it is VERY THICK BLACK COFFEE with a touch of cream- not a soul can finish more than that few ounces in the tiny cup......(when i said A Touch of cream...it's really really a small touch)...gosh it was so thick even an AH PEK kedai kopi will surrender ...it failed me the moment i had the first sip....yucks!!!!! I FELT SO "DARAT"....u know what i mean??? darat=jakun...kah..kah..kah....we had good burst of laughters ...tak kisah orang dah...

Friday...i went to bazaar ramadan then called PIZZA for home delivery ...thinking of tomorrow i.e. today - another round of makan luar...i just didnt feel like going out...and the boys agreed!

I was pretty tired last nite, while the boy playing computer games at my side- i read my novel but stumbled here and there ,as iwas dozing off - at the end around 9pm i just gave up and slept - checked on the boys at about 10-10.30- to ensure they were tucked in bed- then continued my sleep till sahur...thought i want to have very very late rise this morning but i ended up finishing my novel...and i am done...2 in 1 novel for one and half month..

....it makes me wonder AGAIN how can i capable of finishing that novel in that short period of time but i am still postponing on

1. buku agama about the rasuls - finishing but put it back on the shelf currently -and i started that early this year...

2. tafsir al quran- that is now overdue for 2 years....started it early last year- stop half way thru - then start again early this year from the very beginning...and now dusting on my bed side table.

nak kata hasutan setan - they are being locked up in ramadan ---so ???? it is simply my preference????...my god....what is getting on with me...i always have this conflict in me....:(

i am writing this right after i have finished reading my novel...love the story...the first story

PS I LOVE U - is about a woman coping with life after her spouse passed away - they were soul mate - i always like to think that i have that kind of bonding with my other half..that soul mate thing... for one we tend to have similar view about things - secondly - we are like mind reader of each other...esp duan - his pyshic power is just awesome...cthnya, like last nite - before bed after buka - i was like waiting for him to check on us...and suddenly he called- i have many of this kind of experiences....spooky huh!!!!!

ok back to the novel, it is a sad-happy ending love story...the story was made a movie- will try to find it today- starred by Hilarry Swank..the lady was not coping well with his hubby departure but she's having him as his guardian angel to continue her life.....emmm....i dont wnat to comment further .....

another story is "if you could see me now"...about imaginary friends...not only to a kid but for a grown up - mat saleh is so into this illusionised/imaginary friend, right???? i wonder if we have that situation ( it is not a PROBLEM just a situation) in our community.....they are just creative in making stories kan?????

Ok friends....thank u for reading ...i need to take my bath now , my baby is shouting...and right after i just need to go out for a while.....alone! wah...ha...ha...ha....sedih tu bukan ketawa ok..!

ADIOS>>>ASTA LAVISTA>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>The crazy side of me dah keluar...ni bukan imaginary friend..kah..kah..kah....